I started menstruating even though I just had my period less than two weeks ago. I’m also on the pill so I’m pretty regular with my cycles. Why am I bleeding? Because I’m stressed the fuck out. My hormones are out of whack. I don’t think my reduced Wellbutrin dosage is helping either. It’s like I’m not even taking an anti-depressant even though I take 100mg every morning. I don’t feel it like I did the 150mg. I also did a really dumb thing. I threw out my 150mg prescription. I need that shit so I can be mellow again!
When I sleep, it’s a deep sleep. I had a nightmare that I was hanging out with friends and they asked, “Are you ready for the wedding tomorrow?”
I freaked out. “What do you mean? It’s not until June 12th.”
“June 12th is tomorrow, silly!”
I start whimpering until I wake up with drool running down the side of my face. I’ve wet the bed from all my sweat. I think to myself, no wonder I don’t need to work out. I sweat in my sleep. Constantly.
I’m going on a vacation before the wedding. I’m going to take a day or two off and hang out in a yurt, drinking tea, listening to classical music, and reading something trashy like the Thornbirds.