I leave very soon for a much-needed vacation. Wanted to get in a quick post before leaving.
Obviously, Dean and I have been having some heartfelt conversations. It is still taking me some time to recover. He feels like I’m ready to break up with him on a whim. Before we parted this morning, I promised I would never leave him, that I was committed to making this work.
I have spent my whole life ending it with guys, running away. I don’t want to do that anymore. Here is someone who loves me, we work well together, and I am sticking to it. We’re seeing a therapist. I signed us up for a Marriage Prep 101 course. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes. I love this guy. He adores me. Even though we have our issues, there isn’t anyone else I want to share my life with.
And with that, I am off to Istanbul. Yipppeee-yahoooooo!!!